Hello everyone...it has been a while! I have been oddly reluctant to post this one, since it is my last batch of pictures from the Czech Republic. And I have been oddly reluctant to even think about the whole experience. I miss some of it, especially my boys, and especially my baby boy, but I am also so glad to be home. I am very happy I chose to return to the US, and I don't want to go back, yet it is still a little painful to think about it. Not quite sure why. The whole thing seems very surreal. So besides some strange dreams where I have returned to the house in Nove Straseci and suddenly realize, "Oh no, I am back, help me!" I have not been thinking or talking about it much. I haven't made my photo albums (after Venice they were done in a matter of days) or gone through my souvenirs or anything. It is a harder adjustment to make than I anticipated. Very weird to go from Czech Republic to America, from that family to mine, from being a mom every afternoon and night and weekend for seven months to suddenly being the "kid" again in my parents' house. I am confused. But here is my last day in Nove Straseci.
So my Czech family left for Austria on the morning of December 19th. I cried and Vojtisek cried and Lukas cried. Honzik was pretty happy though, I think. Although I had attempted to tell the boys that I was going home to America and that Mike (my replacement from New Jersey) was going to stay with them, Lukas was still very confused. I don't think Eva had talked to them about it, and although he can talk about monkeys all day long, the "leaving" and "not coming back" were more difficult concepts for his four-year-old-learning-English brain. I started to get teary as Eva and her parents began loading the car for the trip. Lukas looked at me, his little face all confused, and asked, "Why are you crying?" He said it hesitantly but perfectly in English, which made me even more upset. I told him that I wasn't going with them to Austria, and I tried to stop crying so he wouldn't get upset, too. I didn't want to freak him out. Eva told me that after Lukas was buckled in his car seat he saw me and asked his grandparents why I wasn't getting in the car, and they told him I wasn't going with them and then he started to cry even more. Apparently Honzik even cried a little.
It was so hard to say goodbye to my baby Vojtisek. It is probably good that I left when I did, because otherwise I would have smuggled him home with me. I wish he was here. He would love my dogs and my family and I have a bunch of fun things planned that we could do. Like play with bubble bath. There wasn't any there, but I think he would like that. He could even sleep in a crib in my room. Whoa, calm down the crazy.
So, they left. Eva's boyfriend actually stayed with me for a little while and we had tea and we talked a little (always an adventure since his English is not great and my Czech is not even terrible it is so awful.) But that was sweet of him.
I wasn't flying home until the next day, so rather than sit around the empty house all day and miss Vojtisek, I headed to Prague to meet Julie. (See the Flora and Prague posts for the first part of the day). She was awesome enough to come back to Nove Straseci with me and go to the airport with me at 6:00 the next morning. We got to the village around 4:30, so of course it was already dark. And so so cold. It had been snowing all day. We shivered to the main square so I could show her the high school and the cukrarna and the clock tower and the Christmas tree.

The whole place was empty, but that was nice in the dark and the snow. Here I am:
A few pictures were all we could stand in the cold. So off we hurried through the snow to my house. A five minute walk. Here I am on the same block with my house. The house is bright blue and they had a Santa and reindeer light on the porch. Which is funny, since in Czech Land the Jesus Baby brings the gifts. We drank some tea and got warm in the house. Here is the view from the house to the backyard. How lovely does that tree look all lit up and covered in snow?
And look how great this looks.
The grandmother made all of these herself. It is a tradition there to make beautiful Christmas cookies, and the more varieties and the more intricate and fussy the better. They were super tasty. We had a funny dinner. Salads with all kinds of yummy stuff on them, and a frozen garlic bread thing that we popped in the oven, and my last packet of macaroni and cheese that Brittany sent me from America. And some goat cheese, I think. And some more stuff I am forgetting. Delicious.
While Julie watched High Society--she had never seen it so I was so excited when she suggested it!--I tried to pack. It was tricky to fit everything in. I left a lot of tired clothes there and pressed various things on Julie. Finally, she had to step in and save me from myself. I was rather certain one or both bags would be overweight, but shockingly they let me through at the Prague airport without saying a word.
Oh I have skipped some steps. I wasn't sad to pack or to dismantle the few things I had mantled in my room, or to say goodbye to the house or the village. I was ready to get out of there. I was so excited to be coming home. (Perhaps that is why now I am a bit more conflicted--I didn't "grieve" when I was there...oooh) The driver who had taken me to Vienna (three times) picked us up when it was still dark and dropped us at the airport. We checked my bags and headed for some coffee.
I hated saying goodbye to Julie. I miss her so much. I really don't know what I would have done without her. And I cannot wait for her to come visit! Yay!
I changed planes in Munich, my favorite airport in the world. I couldn't sleep on the long flight across the ocean since I was so excited. They played terrible movies and a show about pandas. I was in the very last row on the plane. Customs was easy but I was worried they would detain me since I was just about jumping around, so excited was I to be home and to see my mom and dad. My bags shot off the carousel but since my flight was a little early and my bags were so fast, my parents weren't at the airport yet. But, hurray, they arrived in a few minutes. What a lovely homecoming!
Then it was Christmas, then I sent in my last two grad school applications, then I started work, then I fell back into life in the US. And now we are up to date. Confused, feeling-like-I-lost/dreamed-the-last-seven-months, missing a little Czech boy, loving free water, ice, and refills, back at home. Up to date.



























